I am an upbeat, optimistic person. I am known to be a problem-solver and someone who confronts life, and the occasional crap that goes with it, head-on.
So why have I been hiding out at home lately...Ignoring the myriad of demands that I need to deal with?
-the wrecked car
-the piles of laundry
-the cable bill that has an error
-the 'to do' list that is as long as my arm and both legs
It could be because I don't feel well, and haven't for almost three weeks.
It could be because I miss my daughter when she is away.
It could be that a weird experience over the weekend left me feeling a rather raw and vulnerable.
It could be that I'm premenstrual and hormonal and stressed.
It could be that I need to take better care of myself and shutting down is my body's way of driving that point home.
So what do I do about all of this?
I think I'll just go to bed.
2 comments:
i've been there, for weeks, as well. i think it's hard for me because NOTHING is wrong, NOTHING is bad, in fact everything is great! except for how i feel. which makes me feel guilty. and down the spiral we go...
thinking of you. we really do need to get together.
xoxo
WAKE UP! Get out of bed. Where are you? I miss your words and I hope you are okay! Sending you happy thoughts here and now.
xo
the other Amy
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